Adventures of the Cuy was recently featured on a blog that my cousin, Jen, writes about her life in
But I haven’t been in a funny mood lately. As reflected, I think, in my recent posts about homesickness, street kids, the prices of things, and this one.
So, on the one hand, I feel like I am letting down any of Jen’s readers who actually decided to check out my posts, not to mention what I am doing to Jen’s reputation. They come to me looking for humor and all they get is reality. And everyone knows that’s not funny.
And, on the other hand, I feel like I am doing damage with these sentimental and feeling posts to the macho image that I believe (probably foolishly) I project. But seriously, I’m bald, have skinny legs, and cried at the end of “
Early in our stay here in
I’ve been thinking about that idea lately, primarily because I have no friends here. Certainly, my Spanish has improved a lot – I can order food and beer and get us around the city fairly easily. But, that gets old pretty quickly when you are trying to make a friend. My other problem is that although I can get my point across (I’m pretty sure), I have a hard time understanding when people talk back to me in sentences. It really limits relationship building when you can’t understand what people are saying to you.
So, in the earlier post about homesickness, I said that I was the only person in the family that wasn’t homesick. That wasn’t truthful, I now realize. I think that I am some degree of homesick. Not homesick for the lifestyle or comforts, but for the people that I can’t be with.
I want to drink a beer with my friend in his backyard. I want to play a game of backgammon with my friend that lives across the street. I want to bullshit with my neighbor in the park while he walks his dogs. I want to hug my mom again.
I wrote a poem about my condition.
Stranger
There are a million people in this city. But I can’t talk to any of them.
My best friend is the garbage man.
But all I dare say to him is hello and how are you doing.
I want to tell him how I imagine the tired, dusty women
hawking their candy and cigarrettes look at me like a modern day Jesus
and the New Man that El Che died for spends his afternoon in the park watching a volleyball game.
I want to tell him how the boot blacks have more polish on their faces than they do on their own shoes and the children juggle hope in the street.
I want to tell him how the dogs scavenge at night with their tails tucked between their legs and when the clouds part, I can hear centuries in the sunshine.
But I don’t tell him any of these things. I’m afraid that I won’t understand his reply.
So there it is. Another, unfunny, melancholic blog post from Comedy Central. But, truly, I don’t really think that life is a shit sandwich. I just used the quote to get your attention. Life is more like a salami and cheese sandwich with lettuce and spicy mustard. And that’s good.
4 comments:
I'm not even your mom and that comment about wanting to hug her brought a tear to my eye.
What about wanting to hang out with your truely amazing sisters.....well one amazing sister the other cranky, moody and somewhat bitchy at times. Oooohh did I say that.
Christine
What can I say? Even when you're cranky, I still think you're funny (as in witty, not looking).
And I want to hug you too and that family of yours. Life is all about relationships isn't it? Love mom
Paulman,
Just remember when you return you always will have Reilly to talk to. I hope that you and Jason were able to hook up when he went down there. Hope to hear from you soon.
Roy
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